another war

I have no intention of making this a "dream journal", however, as I recall from psychology class in high school, recording dreams is a great way to enhance your "dream life."

Anyhow, I have had another war dream. This one happened in normal sleep, not "snooze alarm" sleep. And this time, I was trying to get into the army, for whatever reason. They wouldn't let me into the army because I failed some test... I don't even know which test it was. In reality, I believe they would reject me for my age. I was deeply dishonored to be rejected; I guess I must have really believed in the cause of this war. When I woke up, I eventually remembered that I had a dream, and anxiety drained from me.

You have dreams, and a lot of times they are the realization of your worst fears, and the fear in that dream haunts you. I wake up with vague discomfort, like I'm mad or apprehensive but don't know why. Then the dream comes back to me, usually after a shower and during breakfast. I almost always feel relief and get over my feelings of anxiety (for the moment, until I find something in waking moments to stress about). There's always something to feel uneasy about, you just have to look for it.