i'd also like you to know...

i have written some drafts that i don't wanna publish... i don't know really, sometimes i don't want people to see what i'm writing... whatever.

i gotta say, i really don't like this class i'm in right now. as much as i like narratives, detailed accounts, life stories, case studies... the structure of this class is not suiting my fancy.

today i was a bit drained. i haven't had a teacher like this since high school.

1. we do readings prior to class
2. we write a reflection or whatever
3. we get to class and discuss our reflections and the readings in small groups
4. we come together to discuss: the instructor leads us to answers she wants.... i've never agreed with her, she's never fully agreed with me. i like her as a person, she's sweet and pretty cool, but i haven't grasped anything correctly yet.
4a. two very snotty people run the conversation, and guess what? they're usually agreed with by the instructor. jeez. what a kick in the face.
5. then we shift gears and discuss something else until 4:15. then we leave, somewhere between a little more and a lot more frustrated than we were when we got there.

everything sucks